Leaning upon Him..

Sometime i do really felt helpless to the things around me.. things that i dun expect.. things that i can foresee yet i can't, didn't or perhap don't know how to prevent it or anticipate it.. Helpless can be scary.. cause it no longer the physical strength that counts... From young i have being through too many helpless situations... even at times now..

However through the years i know God is good! Helpless situations is only in the context of the natural and physical strength, but not in God's context~!

He turned the helpless situation around which is beyond any natural strength can accomplished. Sometime He let the situation grow out of our control to show He is in control.

He will always remind me of an old old song;

GOD WILL MAKE A WAY

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength
For each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
He will do something new today




To my Ah ma, Ah Gong, Daddy God and whoever it may concern... ^_^

Sorry.. that im not strong enough to take charge in situations that went out of control...
Sorry.. that sometime i choose to keep quiet when perhap i should say something...
Sorry... sometime i should take the courage to do something yet i didn't...
Sorry.. for not being the person u wanna me to be..

But im learning and trying... never will i give up cause He never give up on me.
To be a better person by His grace. ^_^

好想任性。。。

有时我在想。。。

好想任性不要去面对， 真想说我无所谓， 真想不用去解释种种的误会。。
好想任性放下手上的重担不服责任的走掉。。
好想任性不要牵涉所有人生会遇见的纠纷。。
好想任性不要做我该做却又不是我想做的所有事情。。
好想任性的不顾他人的感受和想法。。


呵呵。。真的好想任性一下下。。

嘻嘻。。。Just a fathope thought during a small break from revision~~~~ ^_^

Appreciate people that comes into your life^_^

Everyone that come across in life represent one colour, some can be bright some can be dull and some can be colours u dun like at all.. however dun be picky abt others instead be accepting cos it the combination of all the colours that made one life colourful~! ^_^

No one is better or more valuable then anyone, everyone is as important and as valuable~! ^_^

Sometime when we open our heart to the people we think we don't like u will realised.. hey they isn't that bad after.. but to reach this stage is for us to take the first step to accept and appreciates... ^_^

Problems?

It not abt shrinking, diminishing problems while hoping a non- problematic life, rather it abt outgrowing and overcoming problems, which strengthen and mould u to be a better person for greater challenges in life. Fear and anxiety towards problems only make them overwhelmes u.. Faith, hope and positive mindset makes u overcome them.^_^

Don't give up^_^

I really believe that the point where one feels like giving up is the point one shld hold on the most with faith, cause this is the point that one is hitting bottom and God is about to make a rebound up to the new height!

There are times i really feel like giving up in the things im doing but was reminded by God that He is not looking for an all time winner but He is looking for a non-quitter.

Some asked me why am i always so happy and positive.. it because they haven't see my negative side yet.. LOL..

Yes there are time im really down..down to the max... pretty emo type but i always made a decision not to dwell too long on the negative thoughts. Remebering His love and past victories i will get up and move on for greater journey with Him.

I knew one things since the day i give my heart to God is... He love me first. ^_^

Life Testi~! witnessing it!^_^

Yoz Jim~! This post is dedicated for u!

From the first day u joined this family of God till today i seen the great transformation that God had done in your life! it amazing and awesome!! Everytime when i see u accomplished one level after another, from glory to glory and growing mighty for Him!
I can't help but praise God for His love and testi upon you and through you to others people which u shared ur testi to~!
I'm so proud that ya attending SOT right now!! It a great move of faith and it gonna to be awesome! Just like what u have been doing till now continue to be excellent for His glory in SOT!! I will see u with 四方帽(i have not even wear it b4 lo! hehe)in a few months time ok! and we shall take picture together!
All the Best Bro!

Life changing in Christ is an amazing experience which aligns the destiny of one back to God's plan!-Vin

Vin's random thought- The Beauty of darkness...

Whenever the lights around you started to fades away and darkness engulfed you,
learned not to be afraid,
look up into sky and you will realised the stars are in their brightest prettiest state.
For dark moments are inevitable but Daddy God always had His beautiful stars to remind me of His presence.. -vin

Just Look up to Him^_^

Vin's random thought- A peace i needed much He gave..

Seeking calmness on the rough and untamed sea where my boat of life sails,
He calm not the rough and untamed sea but the unrest heart of mine,
holding on to the steering of the boat of life I trusting Him,
into the unrest sea with peace for a better control of my life...-vin

Updates

It have being really a long long time since i have post anything in my blog!!
ok well im back hopefully!!!!!
slight updates!
Yea completed my first term in Kaplan(Unisa)!
phew~! studying and working isn't easy at all! but Thank God manage to cope with it somehow!
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Asia Conference

Really had a great time during the 5days of Asia Conference! its a life changing experience not only for us but also for all the oversea delegates! I really pray this conference have really impacted them, igniting the fire within them to made them wanting to make a difference in their market place when they go back to their countries! I'm really proud and Thank God for planting me in CHC! Seeds of Asia revival have been sown!
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to be continue... it late... ahahaaa...

just a Thought..

Flipping thru the newspapers everyday.. it all abt the EarthQuake disaster in China and cyclone damage in Myanmar.. It really griefs my heart seeing so many lives were lost in just a few weeks time.. Esp when i saw the pics of young children bodies in the midst of the rumbles.. so young.. so lively once.. so much hopes was upon them from their parents.. but all was gone.. My heart really goes out to them..Am really glad that the China's governement is doing a great job and more aids is going in to myanmar! really pray that God will continue to preserve those that are still being trapped in the rumbles till rescue team reaches them, and also for those ppl of Myanmar to get aids asap..

Some ppl might be asking.. why does God allow such things to happen?

I believe it never God's purposes that ppl die and so many ppl shed their tears and moans for their loved one that died in both disasters. Before the world begin we were on His mind and every tear we cried is precious in His eyes. Becos of His great love He gave His onli Son.. everything was done so you would come.My God is not a God that contradicts He wanna to bring forth life in us not death! Daddy God must be feeling sad too..

This is a broken down world.. bad things happen to even gd ppl. When Adam sinned, he disobey the rule that God set for him.. not to eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil but he ate it. He blamed God and Eve instead.. Gen3:12.

Earthquake, cyclone and other natural disasters they are some mother earth nature behavior! Earthquake always been there becos earth crust is ever moving.. it nature! different temperatures result in different in pressure in the atmosphere result in cyclone,tropical storm..etc it nature! it have always be there from the beginning just like the tree of knowledge! God gifted human with creativity and a powerful brain to detect, study,minimise the impact and even uiltize all these natural behavior of mother nature just like He empower Adam to rule the garden of eden in the midst of all the huge animals and danger that he might face. it only became disastrous when ppl ignore the law of nature and became selfcentered just as how disastrous it is when Adam sinned..

There are reports that warning sign have been given before cyclone hit.
There are devices that can detect signs of major earthquake and cyclone but if man dun adhere to it and act upon it. Those device which is invented out of man's creativity imparted by God mean nothing ! There are report on substandard buidling structure and materials due to corruption! so even if the earthquake comes too sudden for the respective department to react and gives out warning but if building structures are being build according to safety guildlines and materials used are of the requirement standard will there be higher chance that building can hold rather den fall? and lesser ppl will die? corruption lead to cut cost and substandard materials..
Blame God for high death rate in these disaster huh?
Just like how Adam blame God and Eve for his mistake?

Yes God is in control but He also gave us choices in life.. He treats us as His children but not robots. He can only have control of our life if only we let Him.
He set clear path in front of us (Deuteronomy 30 :19) so we are the one who choose the life we wanna. The consequences or fruits of our choices we have to face it. and most of the time it affects more then individual alone and sometime a generation of ppl.


Let continue to pray and help them in whatever way we know how.

p.s: For all believers out there.. Know the heart of God.

A thought..

Every victory after a battle or struggle in life is like a beautiful rainbow after the rain.
The warm and bright Sun that follows is like the everlasting love of God that shines upon me.
Drenched am i but His warm love embraces me,
keeping me warm..
i have no more fear of facing another rainy day...

blogging..

woot.. it being sometime since i last blog! hehe... really have been busy and most of the time am dead tired when reached home after all the works n activites! don't get me wrong am not complaining but i'm giving thanks! Life have been pretty or perhap very fruitful recently and also very fun, knowing more and more interesting people locally and internationally! Found love in reading! i love pageOne, kino and NLB!! Have been successfully been enrolled into Uni of South Aust! yea! finally back to studies! just the first Quarter there so many great things already happening can't imagine the rest of the year!!

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went to watch this movie with some of the night cats except one.
The storyline ok.. but effective enough to cause almost everyone into tears in the theatre.. What touch my heart most actually isn't the main male or female leads.. rather is the second guy that appear halfway into the life of the girl or in the show.. no comparison of both guys.. both are great guys in the story! both love unconditionally... maybe the different is only the second guy have loved someone who never have been his all along ba... sad huh. ^_^

Fellowship @ MS after svc.

After Svc we went to lao yu sheng opp church! Really Fun and Ra-Ra while we were laoing the yu sheng! ( be posting the clip onto Youtube soon! so stay tune!).
We proceed to MS after that to walk walk before we call it a day and also the last day of CNY holidays..

Realised that i can have pretty good view of esplanade while having dinner @ MS foodcourt.

CNY....! it all about my dear relatives, beloved friends and esp all my cousins cum new yr movies festa!!!!!

CJ-7 and Ah Long!
Manage to watch CJ-7 @ CNY's eve and ah long @ chu san! And i really laugh till i can't stop throughout both the shows!!! I really like the alien dog alot! qi zai! A thumb up for the little girl who acted the son role in CJ-7! simply awe by her facial expression! haha..
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Desmond aka TUTU! AHAHA My Giant cousin! he is strong!


Ah Di


Ah Mei!


Didi!


The youngest Mei Mei!

Simply Love CNY! Apart from the ang baos and rest days i can get to see all my cousins esp those younger de! (those cousins around my era u guys rockz too! ahaha) They are just so cute and fun to play with! And most of all.. when with them i feel sooo much younger! Muahahaaa..and the youngest is a baby! she is soooo adorable! didn't manage to get all their photo.. wasted! hehe!

1st Feb.. ^^simply blessed! Part2

Ahahaha...After i finished blogging Part 1 n decided to go and get a glass of water to drink.. as i open the door i saw my mum n sis were standing outside my room!! They wanna to give me a birthday surprise with a cake!!! But they didin't expect me to open the door neither i expected them to stand outside my door so all three were shock n my mum screamed.... Actually my mum scream becos of the sudden opening the door unexpectedly.. i was shock becos of my mum sudden appearance outside my room n scream.... AHAHAAAA.. it so funny.. i'll broke the surprise unintentionally but im still very happy! ahahaaaa!



Cake cutting outside my room after my mum n sis surprise plan was spoilt by me~~~~:P

1st Feb.. ^^simply blessed!

Just back from CGM. really happy! The way u ppls celebrate for me make me sooooo happy!!! Really love the present n the clip! love it to the max!!!!ahaha... N also really thanks to friends from Korea! yup yup.. one year older le! Have being roaming this amazing world surrounded by wonderful ppls for more den 2 decades le lo! man!! Hmmm.. was pretty stunned by a qns some of my friends asked.. What is my program for birthday.. wah.. I really dunnoe leh.. cos never think of that for the past few birthdays.. ! LOL.. weird huh.. nvm.. im still going to enjoy my leave tom! hehe! esp with so many great ppls around me!


Eric,Gracie and our korean friends!!


Don't worry about that extra line
That's creeping up upon your face
It's just a part of nature's way
To say you've grown a little more
Trees have rings and thicker branches
Kids shoes get a little tighter
Every year we're getting closer to who we're gonna be
It's time to celebrate the story of how you've come to be

Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
You're such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true

So light a candle on your cake
For every smile you've helped create
For every heart and every soul
You've known to grow a little more
A few more pounds, a little more grey
Don't count the years just count the way
It takes a little time to go from water into wine
Don't ever lose the wonder of the child within your eyes

Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
It's such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true

Dental appointment @ Alexandra Hospital

My appointment with the dentist is 4pm but at 3pm im still in workplace.. Manage to get my friend to drove me out to take bus. The weather is so freaking HOT today! oh man... and where is my bus...!?!?! @ 3.25 boarded the bus and praise God for the person who invented aircon! Fallen asleep once the bus start moving..ahaha.. typical me huh... when i opened my eyes and check time, it already 4pm n expecting i shld be reaching soon so i looked outside.. Surprise x100.. im still in paya lebar area... oh man.. the road is so congested.. i strongly think that i would have cycle a longer distance if im on a bicycle! Took a cab halfway once the bus reached a less congested place... haiz.. still i took a cab..again.. Reached AH, have a x-ray and booked two dates to extract all my wisdom teeth and left the place in less then 30min..
What a journey to the west...

Choir sentosa outing!!

Really enjoyed myself very much! The Choir ICs have really did a superb job in organizing all these! The Fun, excitment n joy really lighten up the whole tanjong beach! My Team which is the Orange team won the overall Champion for the day! Everyone in the team really wanna to win,win n to WIN.. so eventuaLLY we won! haahaaa... Great job! Not Apple not Banana but OOoorrrangeginallll!(our cheerz)HAHA.. really find it as one of the cutest cheerz ever heard.. LOL...
The highlight i guess for us is throwing the ICs into the water.. Man... we are horrible! we really showed no mercy! ahaha!! Sorry! but it was really Fun!

Orange teamates rockz! ahaha!!

After Sentosa went to Cine to meet up the rest of the Cell for fellowship n have our dinner.. and also we took neoprint! love taking neoprint wif them.. cos it so funny.. during posing n the end products is also very nice n funny!

one of de product! ahaha.. :X

DnD

Had our DnD on the 5th of Jan @ NSRCC. The whole committee really did a fantastic job! It was a success as the whole event went really smoothly and everyone really enjoyed themselves to the max! Even till now we are still receiving good comments! This DnD is also the farewell n welcome dinner for our outgoing boss Maj NG n incoming boss CPT Koh. Bye Sir! All the best with ya future endeavor! ^_^ God Bless!

Dinner @ Dempsey Hill

PS.cafe

Have my dinner @ PS.cafe ,Dempsey hill with some members. First time there! man.. Really love the place very much!! The ambience of the place is really nice.. very smoothing and comfortable...
As for the Foods, they were very nice n very filling! oh gosh! Definitely i will come again!


Ben&Jerrys

After that we proceed to Ben&Jerrys for some ice creams and chit chat sessions till around 1am. keke.. one of the topic we chat abt is we are planning to go taiwan! i really hoping to go this year.. better start planning the budgets.. keke..